What a week...

I've got good news...I've got bad news.....
Good news is that I got some GREAT news from my doctor! And some of that was that my A1C (sugar levels) are continuing to get better! YAY!
Bad news? I've had 2 friends die. Yeah this week. A friend from my early teens was in an accident. And a really good friend's Dad was diagnosed with cancer. Scary. These are the times I remember that God is in control "ALL things work together for the good to those that love the Lord." I need to constantly remember that. As hard as it is He is in control and it may not feel goo but it will be good for me. Something I'm struggling with is lack of joy in these times. I know that I cannot have joy by myself but only through HIM. Still I am having problems with this. Pray for me?

This week :-)

This week I have realized:
How much I miss my big sister.
How smart my younger sister is.
How much I have come to rely on texting.
How much I need to draw closer to God.
How much I miss being around my friends.
How quickly time flies even though the day itself creeps.
How much I want to have my own place.
How little steps take me to the bigger ones.
How busy I am going to be this fall.
How our past seriously effects the future.
Yeah I realized all of this and more. No nothing big and BAM but the little things. It seems like in the past year I went from a lil kid to an adult and its kinda scary! Everything is so fast! Too fast. Yeah it will all work out but I feel like YELLING *PAUSE*!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-) It is all good though. I cant say that any of it has necessarily been bad, hard but not bad. Any way that is my jabbering for today :-)